have you ever?

ehmph,,
Baru kali ini saya merasakan ada seseorang yang menyayangi saya,,dan baru kali ini saya bisa memahami segala kekurangan yang ada dalam diri seseorang.Mungkin, sebelum kisah ini terucap, saya tidak pernah merasakan apa itu kasih sayang. Saya bukannya sok-sok dramatis tapi benar, saya dulu pernah menyayangi seseorang dengan segenap hati saya,,tapi setelah kesalahan yang tidak bisa saya terima. Lambat laun, hati saya menjadi beku...Butuh bertahun-tahun untuk mengobati rasa sedih dan duka yang saya rasakan.Rasanya luar biasa sakit,,wah...saya sampai tidak bisa memberi pembanding atas kesedihan yang saya alami waktu itu...(tapi thanks God,,i have been through it...)
Kemudian, ada sesorang yang tiba-tiba muncul dalam kehidupan saya...dia juga membawa luka yang sama dengan saya...mungkin lebih dalam daripada saya. Hatinya rapuh,pahit dan juga sama bekunya dengan hati saya waktu itu.Saya tahu kesedihannya,,saya tahu rasa dukanya...Setelah satu tahun berselang,kami sama-sama mencoba mengobati rasa sakit kami masing-masing.Pada akhirnya,kami dapat menemukan kembali rasa kasih yang ternyata masih ada dalam hati kami...
Waktu telah membantu menyembuhkan luka dan segala hal yang menyakitkan itu telah menguatkan kami...

My Love and His Trips (feats me...)

Helloooooooooooo,,
I am back,,,after a very good vacation with my chocolate...
The point is i was with my love...then,,the trips were a plus point for me since i didn't expect my vacation (thanks my love).
Well, i had some trips to Sumatra, Java and Bali..
We had wonderful times...In Sumatra,,my chocolate had a very good time,,he could explore his old dream. He ,finally, could visit the legendary volcano in Indonesia, Krakatau.As usual, he brought his weapons (which are snorkeling devices). In this vacation, he brought two new digital cameras (hunny,,you make me drooling).He took many under water pics...(well,you can call me a country girl,i was amazed with his Olympus Stylus). However,the Sumatra trip brought so much pain to him,,he had sore throat (he still has it,,i hope he gets better soon), injured leg, and infected eye...he said that he could be a pirate...
I was very worried about his condition. Then,,we flew to Semarang to deal with my jobs..he took a rest for a while (although, i knew that he tried to wandering). After, a boring week in Semarang we decided to take a road trip by train to Surabaya.We spent a night in Surabaya,we ate in a fancy steak restaurant which he liked it. I just ate my glorious Shilin (hello Dessy...i got your shilin in Sutos)...
And,,we were back to a beautiful island,,Bali...
In Bali, we stayed in different places we visited, Nusa Dua, Sanur, Candi Dasa and the famous Kuta beach. Actually, the center of my attention is him,,hahahahha...(sorry hunny,,i couldn't think about swimming lesson and everything...you were my biggest intension...what can i say then?).Shortly, i enjoyed my times with him,,I am glad he spent his vacation with me,,